searching. . .

Do you ever feel that life is just a constant whirlwind?  That's how I feel most days.  I have great to-do lists, but I never seem to get stuff checked off of them.  I have great intentions to follow-through with projects, tasks, etc., but I never seem to follow through.  And I even have great ideas that I truly believe I can accomplish, but once again I lack the drive to finish the task.  I have attempted to make my life more simplistic--will utter failure.  BUT, I am not giving up.  I am still searching for simplicity in my life.  Whether it is the clutter lying around the house or the way I organize the coupons, I am not giving up.  I dream of the day that I can sit back, relax, and not have A SINGLE thing running through my mind.  That is what I am searching for.  Simplicity.  No nagging thoughts running rampant through my brain.  No great plans or ideas churning like a tornado through my mind.  Nothing.  Just nothing.  Ahhhhh.